Disappointing People

I am human.

I sin.

I disappoint people.

And I hate that reality.

I am human.

I live.

I fail me.

And I hate that reality.

I am human.

I seek.

I get lost.

And I hate that reality.

I am human.

I pray.

I get tired.

And I hate that reality.

I am human.

I believe.

I deny the path of Your will.

And I hate that reality.

I need Your mercy.

I need Your patience.

I need You more than I need me.

But I need me in order to be You for others.

And I love that reality.

I will die for that reality.

I will die for You.

And I will die trying to help them get to You.

Photo by Anas Jawed. Bridge over River · Free Stock Photo (pexels.com) downloaded on 22 August 2023.